Happy election day!
Even I didn't allow to join it, but my parents did. haha of course
So, I hope for those people who participate, your vote means a lot for this country, means a lot for 5 years ahead.

And today Alhamdulillah I had a great full-day with my famille.
This Wednesday was so hot, but a little rain still came down.

I don't know what I have to write anymore.
Tomorrow is chemistry, Quran Hadist, and history exams.
Wish me luck. (!!!)

Oh, I almost forget about it.
I've dreamed about go abroad when I was in jhs; student exchange exactly.
And this year there is a chance for me to take it.
But sadly, I can't take this chance because of some reasons.
I hope, Allah still gives another chance, another way for me.
Huhu Europe, I'll be there soon.

Also,
last weeks, I followed an astronomy olympiad
I was so glad bcs I could take a participate for my school to join this olympiad
But unfortunately, I didn't win.
But thats ok, I am still grateful for this.
I hope next year, Allah still allows me to get this chance again.
Congratulations for my friends who are the winners!
Ganbatte for the next competition, ok? :)

life;
it was morning
you still could breath
when you opened the curtains, the sky was clear
the sky was a half orange and blue
the sun appeared
the songs on your handphone started to play
and what a grateful day to start

life;
how time flies
how everything changes quickly
like a cube of ice melts under the sun on the day
like you just buy ice cream from a market far away
and thats time
and you cant stand there --just there-- forever

life;
you have to move
like the planets which never tired to rotate
like the stars which never tired to grow up then exploding
then die.
but never give up

life;
when you expected A,
but the reality is B or C or D.
but thats life.

life;
seems like riding roller-coaster
all you have to do is just;
enjoy it.

[Well actually, it's not february but the beginning of march?]

I always have a time to do blog when it's already holiday. I just wanna know why. But I think, lately I didn't have any mood to do blog. Whereas my wi-fi connection at boarding.. well not bad but still annoying. So, it's already holiday and luckily my internet connection at home is very well. Haha u know that one of teens' serious problems now is about internet.

4 days ago on saturday march 1st, my school had 22nd birthday which was called milad (the arabic of birthday). As my school councils program, it had an event such as bazaar and many performances of theatre, band, nasyid, etc. The most interesting of this event was about the theme; fiction! My class, X-1, got Transformers' theme. I just surprised but also excited. Because I used to like watch it. I thought it would be hard, because draw a robot isn't such as simple as you draw pokemon or hello kitty. And I took a participation on decoration which the finish result made me laugh, but not too bad ;p and that day was so crowded. Before we could buy something on every stands, we should exhange our money into coupon. So many interesting stands/booths. The most interesting stand was Doraemon stand. So blueee and I was pretty envy to those X-3 students which wore blue t-shirt T.T
Oh, I almost forget to tell this one! I joined photography and graphic designing competition at my school, but unfortunately I didn't win any of them. But I was really happy I've joined those. I always scared and pessimist if there's some competitions, whereas you'll don't know what will happen if you don't try, right? And by the way, my class got 2nd at choir competition!! XD
Living as a teenager isn't easy as I expected before. Meet many people which every person is different with the others, just makes me feel insecure and sometimes I want to be like them. But, when I face the reality, all I have to do is believe to myself. I don't know what I have to do, but being me is the best way to survive this situation.

Oh, I've moved to new dorm! New room, new friends. There's 6-10 people in every room. Luckily, I got on 1st room. It's in 1st floor, near from gate, near from dining room, but far enough from bathroom and I have to go out T.T I must brace myself if I will have a pee at midnight, haha! Btw, I'm gonna miss my old room also people on it. Thank you for those 7 months! :]

P.S : thank you for all students of X-1. I'm really sorry for every mistakes I did. Hope these moments which we have shared together wouldn't be forgotten!

Hi. It's already February.
I'm home today, which means this afternoon I have back to boarding.
Because tomorrow is Monday. Time flies :"
So much homeworks as usual and thats okay....

Playlists :

1. Burn - Ellie Goulding
2. Dark Horse - Katy Perry ft. Juicy
3. You and Me - Shane Filan
4. Team - Lorde
5. Does He Know - One Direction
6. Counting Stars - One Republic
7. The Monster - Eminem ft. Rihanna
8. Royals - Lorde
9. I Almost Do - Taylor Swift
10. Knee Deep In My Heart - Shane Filan

This is the last day of 2013. Tomorrow will be the first day in 2014. Hope Allah still gives me a breath. For me, 2013 is great. So much amazing things happened on this year. On this year, I graduated from JHS and entered new school; which was so hard to find a good school, haha. I had national exams. Then, on January, my class had Pagelaran; this was the best. On August of this year, I turned 16. I also visited my born-city, Banyuwangi, by plane (I think it was interesting bcs it was long time since the last time when I was 7 years old). Also, at my new school, I met a lot of new friends. Now, I've been living at dormitory (and it will be my first experience!). I had my first exams at SHS. I had some new experiences on this year. So much things that I must grateful for. Thank you, Allah, for this extraordinary-year.

How about my resolution (or goal or wish) on 2014? Haha, I don't know for sure. But for the 1st must-to-do is being a dilligent person, and not being a lazy person anymore. (mmm, it must start from now, wk)
Then I want to buy a new camera by myself. Learn more about photography.
Be more creative and positive.
Write a short-story at least 2 stories per 3 months. Haha!
Focus on study and take a new experience at school. Be more active, not passive.
What else? Mm, be better than last year. Hope I can manage the time well.

So, welcome..