Well, hi. Long time no do blogging, and it's already 2015.
So, happy new year! HAHA

For me, 2015 is just a new year, new calender exactly. There's no special celebration like everyone's did, because last night I celebrated it with a fast asleep. By the way, in 2014, I've had some resolutions. Some have passed, but some haven't -- due to my laziness, also I didn't do those resolutions at all, hehehe. Alhamdulillah Allah still gives me a chance to continue what I have to do, what I might have been, in this new year.

Remember 2014, remember many incredible memories. In that year, I was happy, free, confused, and lonely at the same time, it's miserable and magical oh yeaaah haha but not too much. In 2014, I fell down & stood up for many times, but that was okay. In 2014, I decided many choices which I didn't know whether it would be a good thing for me or not. I did many mistakes, but I also learned many things. I also slowly realized what maturity does like. I had many experiences that brought me into a better person (I hope, aamiin!). I realize about a real life isn't as easy as I see -- I mean we still need an effort to reach every parts of our life. More demands that we have, more responsibility that we have to take. At last, I did it, but I need to be more careful, and do every steps better. Thank you Allah, for those remarkable scenarios that you gave to me. Thank you for people, places, days, moments, and everything that would be a great part of my life ahead.

Thank you Allah, You still gives me a breath, a chance, to take this day as...

• Today is Sunday!!!!!!!!
• Bangun pagi langsung gosok gigi, wudhu, sholat subuh.
• didn't go back to sleep.
• Matiin lampu-lampu di rumah, buka gorden, buka jendela.
• Hirup udara pagi, apalagi cuacanya lagi mendung.
• Bantu ibu beresin barang-barang toko.
• Sarapan jam 6 pagi.
• ...sempat ragu-ragu mau keluar rumah atau ngga, soalnya cuaca lebih mendukung untuk tidur lagi. Tapi, langsung ganti baju, ambil kamera, dan yak! Akhirnya jadi juga jalan-jalannya.
• Tapi, selfie dulu di kaca. HEHE
• Pagi-pagi udah ada yang main bola aja, ya.
• Disaat yang lain jogging bersama, saya jogging sendirian, hiks T.T
• Di komplek banyak rumah kosong.
• Jalan-jalan sendirian emang sepi, apalagi sekitar komplek sepi banget...
• ...tapi, kalau setiap Minggu di dekat KJ rame bangeeet! Jadi makin semangat deh jalan-jalannya, HAHA.
• Lihat anak-anak dari klub skaters itu haha gemes! Mereka lincah banget main skatersnya u,u
• Lihat ibu-ibu dan beberapa bapak ikut senam di KJ pake lagunya Cita Citata itu eaaa.
• Lihat makanan ada dimana-mana... Menggiurkan. Tapi saking banyaknya, jadi ga pengen beli apa-apa. Hoho tumben ya.
• Banyak yang jual balon sabun itu, tapi setiap mau foto balon-balonnya, selalu salah fokus. Da aku mah ga tau cara foto balon ih. Pernah pas itu malah foto abang penjualnya, zzzZ.
• Setiap foto keramaian, selalu aja jadinya nge-candid orang. Macam-macam ekspresinya gitu, hehehehehe.
• Barang-barang yang unyu juga ada dimana-mana. Pengen foto satu-satu tapi ga enak sama penjualnya. Hiks, jadi sekalian jalan, sekalian jepret, abis itu kabur. 
• Lihat pertunjukan topeng monyet yang lucuuu! Hahahaha sampe saya ketawa-ketawa sendiri pas nonton :"D 
• Nah, disana juga ada pertunjukan amal gitu. Kali ini dalam rangka memperingati Hari AIDS Sedunia (besok, 1 Desember, tepatnya). Dan dapet deh stikernya, hehe. Btw, selamat hari AIDS sedunia! :)
• Sebelum pulang, saya nonton anak-anak skaters beraksi. Kereeen, pengen bisa jadinya haha!
• Pas jalan masuk komplek, ada sekumpulan anak kecil yang lihat saya bawa kamera, dan mereka minta foto. Tapi sayangnya memori kameranya penuh banget :((
• Sampai di rumah, langsung ngadem di depan kipas angin habis itu... mandi!
• Sekarang lagi istirahat dari mengerjakan buku praktikum.

That's the time;
2pm,
or 3pm,
or 4pm,
when I'm on my way home.
Through the path, the street,
alone,
the trees,
the shadow that caused by the sunshine,
a whisperin' breeze of the wind,
autumn leaves which just fall from the trees,
the road,
rarely meet people,
but those transportations do,
I walk alone,
alone,
alone,
and home.

; and that's one of my reasons to be grateful of.

The steps that I left behind,
the car which has left,
the leaves who just fell down from trees and those have blown away by the wind,

the sun which has changed its position to another one degree,
those people who just passed by,
and me.

Haha.

But yes, it did.

...

life;
it was morning
you still could breath
when you opened the curtains, the sky was clear
the sky was a half orange and blue
the sun appeared
the songs on your handphone started to play
and what a grateful day to start

life;
how time flies
how everything changes quickly
like a cube of ice melts under the sun on the day
like you just buy ice cream from a market far away
and thats time
and you cant stand there --just there-- forever

life;
you have to move
like the planets which never tired to rotate
like the stars which never tired to grow up then exploding
then die.
but never give up

life;
when you expected A,
but the reality is B or C or D.
but thats life.

life;
seems like riding roller-coaster
all you have to do is just;
enjoy it.

Jadi, hari ini aku membayangkan kalau aku tinggal di London. 

Ibuku hebat.
Ibu selalu memasakkanku makanan yang enak setiap hari.
Nasi gorengnya tidak pakai kecap, tapi rasanya sudah seperti nasi goreng restoran bintang lima.
Ibu sangat cantik setiap hari. Ibu lebih cantik daripada bidadari.
Ibu juga suka memberikan uang jajan lebih kepadaku, untuk jaga-jaga kalau ada sesuatu yang mendadak.
Ibu rela menjengukku bahkan menemaniku belajar setiap malam, padahal ibu sudah capek berjualan seharian.
Ibu selalu meneleponku setiap hari, bertanya apakah aku baik-baik saja.
Ibu suka mengingatkanku untuk sholat. Ibu nggak pernah bosan untuk itu.
Ibu bilang, aku harus menjadi anak yang mandiri. Anak yang bisa apa saja. Seperti ibu.
Ibuku nggak suka anak yang manja.
Ibu bisa menjahit, tapi nggak suka menjahit. Ibu lebih suka berjualan.
Ibu kalau sudah capek selalu marah-marah. Tapi penyebabnya memang aku dan adikku.
Ibu selalu membangunkanku setiap pagi. Walau setiap malam ibu selalu bilang, "Besok bangun pagi sendiri, ya. Jangan ibu terus yang ngebangunin."
Ibuku suka warna hijau dan ibu suka makan sayur. Tidak sepertiku yang anti sayur.
Ibu suka menyanyi. Dulu ibu pernah ikut lomba menyanyi waktu SD.
Ibu nggak terlalu suka bercanda. Ibu sangat serius, tapi santai.
Ibu nggak suka kalau sifat kekanak-kanakkanku muncul. Kata ibu, itu bukan tipe ibu.
Ibu selalu membelaku kalau ayah sedang capek kemudian marah kepadaku.
Aku selalu meminta doa kepada ibuku setiap hari. Aku pernah bilang, "Ibu, doakan Fifah, ya?" Kemudian ibu menjawab, "Ibu selalu mendoakan Fifah. Tapi, jangan lupa berusaha dulu."
Ibuku suka curhat kepadaku.
Aku pernah membuat ibu menangis karena aku nakal. Itu adalah kesalahan terbesar dalam hidupku.
Kata-kata ibu adalah quote terbaik yang pernah aku dapat.
Ibuku adalah orang pertama yang mengajarkanku segalanya. Ibuku lebih dari seorang guru.
Lalu,
apalagi yang harus kuceritakan tentang ibuku?
Aku nggak tau bagaimana caranya aku mendeskripsikan tentang ibuku. Tentang bagaimana aku mencintai ibuku. Karena cinta itu tidak bisa dideskripsikan.
Aku mencintai ibu.
Aku selalu ingin cepat-cepat sampai rumah. Karena Ibu pasti akan berkata, "Fifah makan dulu, terus jangan lupa mandi. Sudah sholat belum?"
Tidak ada satupun orang yang bertanya seperti itu kepadaku, selain ibu.
Kepedulian seorang ibu adalah abadi.
Jika suatu hari aku hidup sendiri dan jauh dari ibu... Aku tidak bisa membayangkan sekarang. Aku bersyukur karena ibu masih ada. Begitu juga ayahku. Aku sangat bersyukur. Rabbigh firlii waliwaa lidayya warhamhumaa kamaa rabbayaanii shaghiiraa.

Yesterday, I studied about Book Review in LIA. So I wanna try to review a book that I love. The title was Cookie, written by Jacqueline Wilson. She is my inspiration author. Her books was very incredible! And I love this one.

Cookie tells about a girl named Beauty Cookson. She likes watching a TV show 'Rabbit Hutch'. She lives in a Happy Homes (his Dad's) with her Mum and Dad. She is no beauty. Because that, her friends often bullying her. Her friends call her Ugly, especially by mean girl named Skye. But there are something more serious than that; Dad. Dad's mood can easily change. The most trivial things can trigger his anger. But she has a beautiful Mum. Mum and Beauty have a new hobby, making the cookies!

After Beauty's birthday, Dad's temper is out of control. Mum and Beauty run away. Then they found the best place. Of course, they will never back in Happy Homes anymore. Mum still loves to cook the cookies, and guess what, everyone loves her cookies! And Cookies was brought them a luck. Soon all Beauty's dreams come true--and she deserves it!

I love this story. Jacqueline Wilson is very impressive! When I read part 1, I wasn't understand what it meant. Beauty always talks to Sam and his rabbit. By the way, I love the characteristic of Mum. Dad always makes Beauty feel sad and insecure, but Mum always be there for her, cheers her up, and always says "You're just beautiful you, my Beauty!". And when Mum was cooking the cookies! Of course the most part that I love is when Mum and Beauty at new place :)

Sorry ppl, in the book review lesson, y'all know that the favorite part of the story is no mentioned. Hehe but I like to share my favorite part of this story. It's okay, isn't it? :)

This story is about Family, Friendship, and cookies! I recommend this story to people who want to know how to find a solution behind a problem, how to find a happiness behind a sadness (haha). And this book makes us to more loving our Mum, but of course don't ever hate your Dad. Jacqueline recommends this story for kids who are 9-11 years old. But don't worry, I'm 15 now.